BOOTY MEDICINE!!!!!!
Feb 10, 2019
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good morning welcome to Saturday oh my
gosh it is a blessed day
here in Salem organ
no it is really honestly a baluster day
it it let a little bit of snow down last
night like a little bit nothing nothing
exciting which is so funny because the
news people like um again it's gonna
drop so much snow and we're gonna have
inches and inches of snow and yet yet
yet really now no now it like if you
look let's see hold on hold on hold on
if you look clear out try and zoom in
you could see snow like up on the hills
a little bit I'm gonna drive and do this
but if you look far out you can see snow
way out there but it didn't come I mean
like I said it came to us but really low
amounts enough that it like it was gone
within an hour so from sunrise so which
is good I ain't arguing I definitely
have nothing to complain about
so yep you guys heard it I am up I'm up
and I don't know well I ain't gonna say
I don't know I dunno um no excuses
allowed it's just it's there my numbers
are up I'm gonna own it I'm gonna accept
it and I know I was again this week I
was really struggling I was on the
struggle bus big time with my eating
everything looked good I had Omar's
birthday I had cake I had abundance
about a cake that I should have one
piece would have been well but Amy took
upon herself to eat more than just one
piece of cake and it's weird because
last two days my stomach has been all
beat up and I honestly believe that it's
got a big part to do
my eating so I brought me my water or my
so be yeah so be water I'm gonna drink
that today I'm really swollen and I told
Ollie last night and I really think it
is true I think I am got a massive
infection going on inside my body
my lower part of my belly is really it
feels really full if that makes any
sense to you
like when I stand up it's there's a real
big tug and I thought I had a UTI a
couple days ago but the burning and
stuff went away but I don't know if
that's typical like it can go away
without it being really painful guys
having some like major major pain like
on my side it was hurting really bad it
was really weird
I would I have the chills really bad
like I mean for reason I had at one
point I had my house heater up to right
where my husband on has a little
fender-bender yesterday
what was I saying um oh yeah I had the
house like clearly up to like 80 degrees
I was under my electric blanket and I
still was so cold my family was like
dude you've got to like seriously stop
they're like I'm we're dying so I'm sure
he was running a fever at some point so
I don't know I don't know what was going
on but um I did start taking my
antibiotic again yeah you heard again
because I stopped stupidly I should have
never stopped my antibiotic but as soon
as I start feeling better I'm like okay
I don't take it no more and that was
probably my first mistake right there um
so anyways I am back on my antibiotics
and I'm just gonna take it fully through
all the way but I honestly think that
that has a lot a lot to do with a little
bit of my weight up my weight gain and
also I have no idea because when I lost
that whole when I switched over my phone
and stuff I lost everything I forgot
forgot to take screenshots of my
calendar and so because of that I can't
remember when I was on my cycle last
month
so I don't know my body could be
preparing for its cycle and that could
be why I have been wanting Costco first
okay guys anyways I don't know if that's
if that's why my body is just like
hanging on to fluid and stuff but I
definitely just have been not okay I
definitely have not been feeling a
hundred percent but it's okay I am going
to make it I just need to get all my
like you know get all my stuff back in
its Lane again of like when I'm on my
period and all that because I just
that doesn't help when I don't know when
I last started like that throws me off
because if I know when I last started
that I'm not like confused or wondering
hmm okay yeah I'm starting now or oh
yeah my body is adjusting to what I'm
gonna be doing and all that so anyways
yes yes yes good times I am going to go
buy Costco really quick and go get gas
and
I am going to go to target I did not
know I just learned this that the target
dollar spot were what I call dollar spot
all-time it's called the target bull's
eye spot I did not know that until just
yesterday I heard somebody say that and
I was like what in the world
I guess you learned something every
single day that's what they say anyways
I hope you guys are having a wonderful
wonderful weekend start to your weekend
and staying warm and keeping safe with
all the bluster snow dropping everywhere
although it's not dropping here even
though they say it's a poke nothing
exciting police not for me and yes my
husband is okay with his little fender
bender he definitely just shook him up
if anything that's what I did is it just
shook him up because he wasn't expecting
it but it's all okay
as long as he didn't damage my car we're
good we are good he damaged my car and
I'm gonna be mad I told him I said honey
cars cannot be replaced but humans can
he was like that is not funny oh my gosh
I gave him so much more times my poor
husband but I love him I just love him
anyways alright I will check in with you
guys in a little bit I am going to focus
on the road and go get some gas and then
I will check in with you guys whenever I
get to whatever store I decide to stop
at first I'm not gonna be out for real
because my husband has plans today I
guess so
which is fine because I I'm really gonna
try and work I've got to get my little
area my space my room organized like it
is driving me absolutely bonkers so I
think I'm going to reorganize my area my
room and everything and get things
looking a little bit different so I am
going to be getting some well I have
quite a bit of organizing and stuff I
just I just don't know I just don't know
what I want to do but anyways I will
check in with you guys in a little bit
and show you guys where I'm at what I'm
doing
I thought about stopping by Dollar Tree
to see if they've got any more
organizing subs I've seen on quite a few
people's hauls a lot of new organizing
buckets and stuff but I have so many
that's the problem is I have so many but
they're just they they aren't exactly
what I thought they were gonna be so I
don't know I don't know I'm just so torn
up anyways alright I will check in with
you guys in a bit
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well I just got done with the Dollar
Tree Daughtry shoot oh I'm looking for a
particular ask the lady please put it in
a separate bag yeah this lady and I she
does not clearly does not enjoy her job
like I I don't understand it like if you
don't enjoy seeing customers then it's
not a job for you and I'm not seeing
like you're not allowed to have a bad
day here and there I mean god I
understand that but every time I come
into this store she isn't the most crap
yup for her she's in the most crappiest
attitude it's just like you take the fun
out of everything for the day like I'm
not giving her that credit like shoo she
ain't gonna bust my day but still it
sucks
when you have somebody you know mean
particularly I mean everybody knows and
I don't expect everybody to be like that
but oh come on oh come on I will show
you what all I got when I get home cuz
it's a lot and I know Olly is waiting
patiently to go so I don't want to take
much more time it's already like 3:30 it
looks black over
over on yonder so I don't want to take
more time and then not have give him
enough time to do it he wants to do
before it's oh my god are you kidding me
okay well it did exactly what I was
hoping it wouldn't not do we were just
gonna she's gonna head home so anywho um
starting to feel a little bit better
I picked a hangnail and literally my
fear was so sore to the touch that the
pain was going down my hand it was
really hurt him and it kind of was
scaring me a little bit like I'm like
crap did I like do something to it and
it's wanting to get really infected or
something so thank God that I saw my
antibiotics again oh that reminds me I
need to take an antibiotic actually oh
my god this so stinks but oh oh my god
oh the smell of those pills are so
disgusting like literally I don't know
what they make when their butt smells
like they took some booty it mixed it up
surely you guys are probably like what
has got in to you I don't want him to
bring oh maybe he'll be okay right there
don't wanna hit anybody god forbid Me's
get to get so nice thing about my car is
that it does have a backup camera so I
can see clearly now my camera zone um
what was I what was I going to sighing
um I am yes I'm gonna head home I don't
know what we're gonna have for dinner
tonight I am like still really really
really dying for
Bal Humphrey and since today's my way
nation I just mean Audi and just close
off my week with the now demons actually
Bonhoeffer's is really not naughty ball
freshers I mean it could technically be
pretty healthy in my opinion it
basically rule is more is like what
exactly you choose him to order which
for us we get the chicken taco and we
separate so well hold on so he orders a
chicken taco mill I order a steak taco
mill and then we split it so I get one
of each he gets one of each and plus we
have a thing of beans we don't well I
don't get price I don't think he gets
rice either no I don't think he gets
rice either and then we get the chips
that come with it with a little bit of
the mango salsa and that's it before we
used to get the taco mill split it but
then we also would order a burrito with
it and it was like the I can't remember
just honestly it's like how much you eat
and what you choose to eat is where it
can turn like unhealthy so I don't know
if I'm gonna do that or if I'm just
gonna make like a taco sell it at home I
have this stuff for taco salad so I
could technically just make a taco salad
and call it good
I'm gonna guess it will just depend on
two haole Ali's gonna be gone
we'll also indicate if cuz like last
night he didn't get home until almost
11:00
and so I already had the kids down to
bed and relaxing before he became home
and oh my gosh you guys you're not gonna
believe what I did so last night at the
end of my at the end of my night I
always you know after I closed with you
guys I always get ready go take my
shower come out and I take my meds my
night meds like my I always take my
depression med eight those are the two
and then now I'll be also taking my
antibiotic but anyways oh my gosh the
sky is so buck and I really am not sure
if it's coming this dry I think it's
coming this direction I don't think it's
going down the subway so I might not be
going out
we shall anyways so as tonight my
depression pill looks identical to my
sleeping pill but I told Holly I was
gonna stop taking that sleeping pill
thingy
because they just wasn't really liking
the feeling of it it almost made me feel
high and I don't like that feeling like
well and it's not like I really know
what that feeling is but that like I'm
totally weird okay weird and so anyways
he I was taking my pills and I'm like oh
crap I was like well I just took my
sleeping pills and I'm home with the
kids so I was just like sitting there
telling myself this is great you just
you just pin this one perfect so all he
gets home he changes he gets dressed him
before bed and stuff like that comes in
and he was like talking to me I don't
remember any of the conversation all I
remember telling him is please turn my
fan on please it was like Amy are you
okay do I need to take you to the
hospital I'm like well I knew what I did
but that pill knocks me off my butt so I
told him this morning I was like babe
was i acting really weird this morning
or last night he was like yeah you
really were what what was up I'm like
Wayne I hadn't took my sleeping pill
instead of my depression pill he was
like holy crap he's like put that crap
away somewhere where you don't
accidentally he's like Amy that was bad
like you totally were not made
since to me and you were like dragging
your words like you were drunk or
something I'm like I'm like yeah so we
we put that pill away but oh my god and
thank God it didn't like kick in until
he was like home so yeah that is a pill
I can not take unless I absolutely 110
percent cannot sleep then we shall try
and take that pill but I think I will
have to take a half a pill like I told
you guys I am so so so sensitive to
medicine that my body boom but within
seconds I can I can my body will effect
itself with that medicine so yeah I put
that medicine in our safe so that it
doesn't accidentally get mixed with my
other ones because the pills look
identical to each other they literally
look identical and when I was sitting I
was like crap I don't know because I had
the sleeping pill in my hand and my
depression pill was down by my leg and
I'm thinking crafted I like grab the
wrong one and I couldn't remember cuz I
wasn't paying attention I just opened up
the bottle I see my pill it's a white
round one okay I know that's my
depression fill my first brown pill it's
broke in half and it's a long oval pill
so that one I mean that I could totally
tell that pill from any other pill and
my thyroid pills a blue pill and that I
take in the morning time so I was just
like oh my god and so I didn't want to
take my
my depression pill just in case I had
already taken it because then I don't
know what would happen and I was like
well would be safer to not take it and
have not taken it at all rather than
take it and have already taken it that I
don't know what would happen God maybe
I've been in a worse state than I was
last night was my sleeping pill so
anyways yeah I was just like oh my god
man never does that but I'm just because
of my mind I was I was paying attention
to kids I was paying attention to
everything like you know because I was
trying to get the kids down and stuff I
just clearly did not pay close enough
attention and let me tell ya amy was
filling it real well when Holly came
home he was just like what what happened
here I'm like and I knew what happened I
slowly took my sleeping pill but I
didn't know at that time for sure if I
had taken it but once it kicked in I
knew it so anyways yeah that was that
was quite exciting for me and Olly
because he didn't not know what I was to
do and he was like take you to the
hospital yeah so anyways I am on my way
home almost getting into the bridge
so I will flip you guys around and let's
just say you for a little bit and then I
will check in with you guys
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okay
I am home and clearly you guys can see I
am trying to fix my background it's
driving me absolutely bonkers like it is
really bugging the poo out of me so I
have a few things that I am I'm thinking
of doing I just haven't I don't know I'm
trying to figure this all out and play
with it because it's really bugging me
really really really really bad so we're
going to play with this and we use going
to figure this all out because it is
bothering me that bad um with my
background so right now you kind of see
that I have it dressed up but I'm gonna
try something you guys I'm gonna try I
am I'm gonna try to wrap my wall with
gift wrap I think it's gonna work we're
gonna dry it and I'm sure my kids are
gonna rip it right off but anyways no we
are really gonna try it because it's
clearly really irritate me and then I
have a shelf that I'm gonna be bringing
into the room it's just a wall shelf and
so on that I bought some things to
decorate it with I'm gonna put so I'm
gonna do stuff for Valentine's just
because of course were right in
Valentine's and what my goal is gonna be
is to try and switch up my decor with
the holidays or whatever it might be so
since I kind of already have what I'm
gonna have for Valentine's this year I'm
not gonna go out and buy more but I got
stuff from the Dollar Tree to do my my
backdrop so I have
a little leprechaun you know hat and
then I got a vase I have some little
flowers type things I'm gonna try and
put it in and see if it will work and if
it will look okay I hope it is but
surely I'm sure we can figure this out
the vase to go with it so kind of like
that décor of the green because we've
got the whole leprechaun day and then I
got also first show you guys all the
backdrop stuff first um I got some
garland and I think I'm gonna put that
my head itches
um I'm gonna put that I think on my the
shelf which I'll show you guys when I
decorate it all like right now it's
clearly not gonna be decorated because
it's not st. Paddy's day yet but when I
launched my st. Paddy's merch line for
merch for st. Patrick's Day that's what
I'm gonna up do my that's when I'll do
my back thing I also got a thing of
these how fun I love these things and
you can kind of you know twist them out
and I just love them it's actually a
balloon holder but who cares right come
now and Dan I got
one of these can't go wrong with a
chamois rock so yes I got that and
that's it for my backdrop because I
don't want to do too much but llamo and
then for my head pieces of course I also
do holidayed so I got a green one I do
have one already and I think I already
have this one but yeah you know what you
can't go wrong with you I got this one
which it's just leprechaun hats and this
one and it's just four-leaf clovers and
it says kiss me lucky charm or look yeah
lucky charm that's all sighs so those
are fun so I got those for my head
pieces to wear like I do the other one
and then I picked up a couple of these
what is sticky on my hand I picked up a
couple of these I'm gonna try and do
vinylene on them they're head pieces but
I thought those would be kind of fun
it's something just for Sarah because
she's been liking her headbands lately
so when I seen these I was like oh you
know these are thick and they're like
they're almost like uh I don't know how
to describe it but like doesn't say the
material the by greenbrier but it
doesn't say the material of them but
it's just like a like a spandex fun I
don't know so I'm uh
I might put me one up right so I got two
of that color one for me one for her and
then I also just picked up one of this
color it's really pretty it's like I
don't know like a metallic kind of like
weird but I love love these those are
very cute so I picked those up um see I
picked up
shirts for Ezra just a regular t-shirt
round oh oh I did pick up another thing
for my backdrop another leprechaun hat
so I'm gonna have Ollie help me with
that one day not right now but you know
eventually I will have them help me with
that and then I picked up some more of
my envelopes except this time I got
smaller ones um they aren't the biggest
ones that they have they had those ones
but I don't technically need like the
big ones so I just picked up five of
those because I use those all the time
so mm-hmm so I picked these up I use
these all the time so I just picked up a
couple more because I actually used my
last one and so I was like well I'm
already here nice I'll pick them up
because I know can't go wrong
I got another thing of blistex because
of my lips and I've been using my
blistex like all the time it is like my
favorite thing um oh my gosh
so because spring is around the corner
kids come soon enough
um they put out their new active bottles
water bottle things so I picked up two
one blue one pink one oli one Amy um but
no I'm gonna find all those so I thought
that would be kind of cool it's kind of
fun so if you guys want any of these
vinyl to let me know um I can totally
vinyl these there was a lady that God
took me out at the store running to her
I'm like holy cow lady like calm down
they are not going out promise so uh uh
no so anyway so I picked up those two
and then I picked this up because I'm
also going to vinyl this cute thing I'm
gonna put hello across dip and it's
gonna fit perfect in my little notebook
so I did pick that up I picked up a new
one of these because the one I have it's
like
warping I don't know what in the world
happened I don't know if it had gotten
what I don't know but it's like bending
so there's like no use to it so I went
ahead and picked up another one of these
cuz I use these things like all the time
tax and I also picked up this because
I'm so sick and tired of when I pick up
tax my kids think that it's fun to play
in them and then we find them all over
the floor and oh yeah Joey so I did pick
up these to put these in I picked up
with ting of pins because well you know
Amy can't go wrong with pins because you
know my kids love to play with my pins
so I never have enough points so that is
what I got from Dollar Tree now what I
got from Target there's a whole nother
level I am so excited so I seen these
being hauled and I was like I've got to
find them now as a little bummed because
they only had one white so I only was
able to get one white and then I got a
block but it's okay it's not like it's a
big deal it's not like it's gonna go
anywhere but they are in the bullseye
playground now that I know the name of
it and they are pegboards you guys
pegboards and it comes with you can do
well here's the back
so there's letters and stuff which I
won't use the letters per se I'm not
gonna use the letters but it does come
with the pegs I don't know how many it
doesn't say how many pegs it comes with
it at least I don't think it does
oh it comes with one board six hooks so
that is perfect but yeah peg boards so I
got a black and I got a white and I'm
gonna use those four over here in my
organizing Department and then they also
had bandanas lookie okay um and these
ones I don't know I didn't open them up
so I don't know like the size of him but
they say bandanas
I'm assuming it's like bandana size I'm
assuming
oh yeah big Nana sighs so I thought
about doing something and putting
something fun on it or something
I don't know um but it's something cool
so there is that bandana and then
there's that one that's just got little
lucky charm type things on it then for
these ones were three dollars remember I
told you my house eats socks they talk
so yeah no we we always have no socks
for three dollars it's a six pair six
pack they only had Omar Ness her size
they didn't have my size I looked but
it's six pairs of so it's I don't even
know what those are assuming it's a cat
sweet glitter so there's one pair and
then there's just a gray with pink and
then stripes rainbows those are cute
that color and I'm assuming that would
be either me it looks like a unicorn but
I don't know that's a cat unicorn or
what but we're gonna go like that and
then I also did a pair for Omar but his
are spaced and then just gray
and black and stripes and then great Oh
get in and it's like spaceship brain
went right dead there from it and then
just another pair like that and then so
for three bucks you can't beat that
I got they were taller you guys so
they're the little Lego people so this
is space explorer figures and they're
the legal men and then you only have
three different kind here's a sports guy
I don't know I'm assuming like a hockey
guy and I have no idea but for a dollar
can be done up could not beat that and
then princesses so I picked those up for
them so that was it you guys thought was
my just with my shopping spree but it
was all stuff that honestly I need like
it I don't fill when I go and do my
shopping I don't ever feel guilty cuz
it's all things that I really really
really need so it's just getting out
there and doing it but anyhoo well let
me go and put all this stuff away and
then I will check in with you guys again
in just a little bit
let's do already so today is reading
today I accept that for some people that
was nice
I may be too much or too little but for
the people who deserve me I am just
right let's read that one more time
today I accept that for some people I
may be too much or too little
but for the people who deserve me I am
just right well that speaks a lot
because you know going through like
being a youtuber you know especially in
my shoes I guess yeah I walk in fear of
wanting to make sure that I am pleasing
everybody and
I am always wanting to make sure that I
reach everybody's expectations and that
I'm doing everything I can to just make
everybody feel comfortable you know I
think cuz a lot of my bringing up I was
not comfortable in positions and
situations and nobody ever accommodated
me never nobody never stopped and
thought hmmm I wonder what would make a
me feel comfortable or what might work
for a me it was more I adapted to
everybody else in their stuff and
whether it be you know something that
just was over the top or whatever I just
always adapted know as I am today I go
above and beyond to make sure that I can
make everybody feel as comfortable as
possible
even that being on my channel you know I
want everybody to feel the best they can
when being here and to some people I'll
never he'll never make it I'll never
make it to what they need and sorry I
had to take my antibiotic um and that's
okay I mean I I'm not gonna be able to
reach everybody's needs although I would
probably kill myself trying to because I
want everybody to feel so comfortable
but as the channel grows you guys I'm so
sorry you're gonna see a little bit more
of that negativity comments and I'm not
gonna be answering to each and every one
of those comments it just isn't gonna
happen like it's not it I'm not gonna
take my time away from all of you
amazing people to address people that
want to be mean and be cruel and be ugly
so
anyways I just wanted to state that
because I just don't want people
thinking that you know that I'm in a fix
e8 on the negativity because I just
don't want to do that
and I love every one of you guys and
again another very big welcome to all of
my amazing new subscribers that have
joined I am trying to catch up on my my
messages I am so so so so sorry I fell
behind you guys I am so sorry and I did
not realize I was like two days behind
on messages and I'm like oh my god so I
sat down last night and did some and
then I sat down this morning and caught
up on some I'm still a little bit behind
but I am catching up I promise on some
if I do just a heart and a you know a
thumbs up it's just because some of
those are like um pretty repetitious
comments like you know what I'm saying
like you know a heart or something like
that I you know I don't want anybody to
think that I'm overseeing anybody's
messages because I'm not at all um but
everybody is so worth getting a comment
replied back to them and I love replying
to you guys so thank you from the bottom
of my heart for being understanding and
patient with me as you know I'm trying
to get back to all of my messages and
all of those things and then also with
that being able to continue to keep up
on tech because boy I fell behind on a
couple days and I fell so bad I'm like
oh no how did I do this um scuse s fara
she's not feeling good my little girls
not feeling good at all so I just gave
her some Tylenol actually she's been a
grump grumpy grump I'll probably lay
down with her for a little bit and let
her take a little nap but anyways well I
am in a close here so that I am so
grateful to have each and every one of
you guys here I love every one of you
guys thank you so much for being such an
amazing support to me and my family it
means everything to me and more and I am
just so happy to continue to see my
channel growing and that it is growing
in such an amazing
abundant way and you all hold such a big
big special place in my heart and I
cannot imagine life any other way other
than with you guys so anyways I'm gonna
close here so I can check in with you
guys for today and I will see you then
so sweet dreams I guess I'm gonna say
that no I'm just joking I hope you guys
are having a wonderful start to you guys
a Sunday and I will check in with you
guys here soon bye
